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Loving on the Edge: How to Stay Connected When Stress Feels Like Abandonment

  • Writer: Julie Barris | Crisis Counselor | Therapist-in-Training
    Julie Barris | Crisis Counselor | Therapist-in-Training
  • May 31

For those navigating Borderline Personality Disorder, it can be incredibly hard to stay connected when stress feels like abandonment—when every raised voice or silent moment feels like you're being left behind.

Loving on the Edge: How to Stay Connected When Stress Feels Like Abandonment

For those living with Borderline Personality Disorder (BPD), love doesn’t always feel like comfort. Sometimes, it feels like pressure. Or fear. Or an overwhelming current that threatens to sweep them away just when they need something to hold on to. When someone with BPD is under stress, especially in intimate relationships, their nervous system becomes a battlefield of perceived abandonment and emotional reactivity. And even the gentlest touch or the kindest word can feel like too much—or not enough.


What Stress Feels Like in a Borderline Mind


Under stress, a person with BPD may experience heightened sensitivity, rapid mood shifts, and an intense fear that they are being left behind or rejected. Their inner world becomes flooded with emotion—hurt, shame, confusion—and even loving partners can seem distant or dangerous. They may lash out, shut down, cling too tightly, or push people away before they can be hurt. The emotional volume is turned all the way up, and rational thought becomes harder to access.


Imagine needing love the most precisely when you feel the least lovable.


This isn't manipulation. It's a survival response. The fear of abandonment that defines BPD becomes amplified by stress, leading to behaviors that may look angry, chaotic, or irrational—but are, at their core, desperate attempts to feel safe.



How to Love When You’re Underwater


If you live with BPD, learning to love while stressed isn’t about being perfect. It’s about building bridges between your emotional storms and the people who care about you. Here are a few ways to do that:


  • Name What You Feel, Even If It’s Messy“I feel like I’m being abandoned” is not a failure. It’s a starting point. Naming your emotions helps make sense of the chaos and invites connection.


  • Create Anchor RitualsShort grounding routines—like a daily check-in text, a short walk with your partner, or breathing together before bed—can help soothe the nervous system and remind you you’re not alone.


  • Use ‘Now’ LanguageStress and abandonment triggers often pull us into the past. Try saying, “Right now, I feel scared you’re pulling away,” rather than acting on old pain.


  • Have a Safe Word or SignalCreate a word or phrase that lets your partner know you’re overwhelmed and need time without rejection. This can reduce conflict and shame.


  • Seek Regulated SupportTherapy, DBT skills, or even self-soothing tools like cold water, movement, or journaling can help regulate emotional overload before it spills out.


For the Partner: Presence Over Perfection


If you love someone with BPD, remember: your steadiness matters more than your solutions. Be present, not perfect. When your partner is spiraling, ask questions gently: “How can I stay close without overwhelming you?” Boundaries and compassion can co-exist.



A Love That Learns


Loving with BPD under stress isn’t easy. But it’s not impossible. It’s a love that requires patience, self-awareness, and a whole lot of grace. It’s learning to pause when your brain says run, to reach when your heart says shut down.


Because love doesn’t need to be loud to be true—it just needs to stay.


Eye-Opening Question: What if the key to loving someone with BPD isn't to fix their fear—but to become someone it doesn’t have to fear?


💬 Ready to start your own healing journey?


Book a session with one of our compassionate therapists at Moody Melon Counseling. We’re here when you’re ready. 🍉



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Always Too Much, Never Enough: The Lonely Heart of Borderline Struggles

  • Writer: Julie Barris | Crisis Counselor | Therapist-in-Training
    Julie Barris | Crisis Counselor | Therapist-in-Training
  • May 30

The lonely heart of Borderline longs deeply for love, yet often fears it the moment it arrives. Even moments of closeness can feel fragile—like love is always one step from disappearing.

Always Too Much, Never Enough: The Lonely Heart of Borderline Struggles

There is a quiet kind of ache that lives in the chest of many who live with Borderline Personality Disorder (BPD). It’s the ache of wanting to be loved so deeply it hurts—and the unbearable fear that the love they receive will vanish just as quickly as it came.


For someone with BPD, feeling loved is rarely simple. The very act of receiving love is tangled in confusion: Do they really mean it? Will they still love me tomorrow? What if I mess it up? Am I too much? The craving for connection can be so intense it feels like oxygen, but the fear of abandonment makes every moment of closeness feel like standing at the edge of a cliff—never fully safe, never fully steady.


The Paradox of Connection


BPD is often misunderstood as being about drama or volatility, but at its core, it’s about the painful contradiction between longing for intimacy and being terrified of it. Individuals with BPD often struggle with an unstable sense of self and emotional intensity that can make even minor relationship stress feel earth-shattering.


Love is craved deeply—yet questioned constantly.


This leads to a pattern: idealizing someone one moment, and feeling utterly betrayed by them the next. It’s not manipulation. It’s fear. It’s a desperate attempt to protect a heart that never learned what secure love feels like.



Loneliness with BPD Isn’t Just About Being Alone


To someone with BPD, loneliness feels like invisibility, abandonment, and shame all wrapped together. It’s not just the absence of people—it’s the absence of feeling seen, safe, and held.


Even in a room full of friends or in a committed relationship, a person with BPD might feel unlovable, misunderstood, or emotionally disconnected. That kind of loneliness can feel worse than isolation—it’s loneliness in the presence of others, where the soul cries out and no one hears.


Why “I Love You” Doesn’t Always Land


Hearing “I love you” might feel good in the moment, but for someone with BPD, it can quickly unravel: What if they stop? Do they mean it? Why would they love me? The words become unstable, shaky on impact. It’s not that the person with BPD doesn’t want to believe it—it’s that their nervous system often won’t let them.


This isn’t a failure of character. It’s often the echo of trauma, emotional neglect, or invalidation in early relationships—where love may have been inconsistent, unpredictable, or even weaponized.


What Helps?


Understanding and gentle boundaries from loved ones can help, but so can validation, therapy (especially DBT), and inner work that affirms: you are not too much—you were simply taught to fear love because it wasn’t always safe before.


It takes time, but it’s possible to build emotional safety within, and to trust that love doesn’t always have to feel like walking on eggshells.



So here’s the question:


What if the love you thought would leave you… could actually stay—and what would it take for you to believe that’s true?


💬 Ready to start your own healing journey?


Book a session with one of our compassionate therapists at Moody Melon Counseling. We’re here when you’re ready. 🍉



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Flawed and Still Glorious: The Beauty of Imperfection

  • Writer: Julie Barris | Crisis Counselor | Therapist-in-Training
    Julie Barris | Crisis Counselor | Therapist-in-Training
  • May 28

The beauty of imperfection is that it invites us to show up as we are—unfiltered, messy, and deeply real. In a world that pressures us to perform perfection, the beauty of imperfection reminds us that being human is more than enough.

Flawed and Still Glorious: The Beauty of Imperfection

Perfection is a moving target. We think we’ll finally be “enough” when our to-do list is done, our body is different, our emotions are quieter, or our life looks like someone else's curated highlight reel. But here’s the truth: the relentless pursuit of perfection doesn’t bring peace—it steals it.


From a mental health perspective, perfectionism can be a powerful (and painful) illusion. It whispers lies like “You can’t rest until it’s done right,” or “You’ll be loved more if you’re better, thinner, calmer, smarter.” These thoughts feel like facts, but they’re often old stories we’ve inherited from critical parents, high-pressure environments, or a world that markets worthiness like a product.



Fighting the Myths (with Daily Examples)


Let’s untangle a few common myths perfectionism sells us—along with how they show up in everyday life.


  • Myth: “If I make a mistake, people will think less of me.”Reality: Mistakes make us relatable. Example: You forgot your lines during a presentation. You apologized and moved on—but later, a coworker told you it helped her feel less nervous about her own mistakes.


  • Myth: “I should be able to handle everything calmly all the time.”Reality: Emotions are not proof of failure—they're proof you're human. Example: You lost your temper with your child after a long, exhausting day. You apologized and repaired the moment. That taught your child more about love and accountability than pretending to be perfect ever could.


  • Myth: “If I’m not the best, I’ve failed.”Reality: You don’t have to be the best to be valuable. Example: You baked muffins for a school fundraiser, and they came out lopsided. You brought them anyway—and they were the first to disappear.


  • Myth: “If I show my struggles, I’ll be a burden.”Reality: Sharing honestly can deepen connection. Example: You told a friend you’re struggling with anxiety. Instead of pulling away, they thanked you for trusting them and shared their own story.


Perfectionism often disguises itself as high standards, but at its core, it’s fueled by fear—fear of rejection, of failure, of not being worthy. It’s protective, but it’s also limiting. And healing often starts when we stop trying to be perfect and start practicing being present.


The Beauty in the Cracks


There’s a Japanese art form called kintsugi, where broken pottery is repaired with gold. The cracks aren’t hidden—they’re highlighted. Why? Because the flaw becomes part of the story. It becomes something more beautiful than before.


What if we treated ourselves that way?


What if we allowed our tears, scars, stumbles, and awkwardness to be part of our wholeness—not evidence against it?


What if our imperfect selves were already more than enough?



The Mental Health Shift


Replacing perfectionism with self-compassion isn't about lowering standards—it's about shifting the standard to something more real. It's about choosing progress over perfection, connection over comparison, and authenticity over approval.


Here’s one tool to help:Next time an irrational thought creeps in—“I should be better,” or “This isn’t good enough”—try gently asking yourself:


  • “Who told me that?”

  • “What if that’s not true?”


You might be surprised how often the pressure doesn’t even belong to you.


Imperfect, But Fully Alive


  • Burned dinner? You still fed yourself or your family.

  • Missed a deadline? You’re learning to juggle a full plate, not failing.

  • Had a hard parenting day? You’re showing up the best you can—and that's always enough.

  • Said the wrong thing in a conversation? You can repair and grow.


Imperfection isn’t the opposite of beauty—it’s part of it. Your real, raw, messy, unfinished self is not just acceptable. It’s meaningful. It’s powerful. It’s human.


Now Ask Yourself…


What parts of yourself are you still hiding because you think they have to be perfect first?


💬 Ready to start your own healing journey?


Book a session with one of our compassionate therapists at Moody Melon Counseling. We’re here when you’re ready. 🍉



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