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Loving on the Edge: How to Stay Connected When Stress Feels Like Abandonment

  • Writer: Julie Barris | Crisis Counselor | Therapist-in-Training
    Julie Barris | Crisis Counselor | Therapist-in-Training
  • May 31

For those navigating Borderline Personality Disorder, it can be incredibly hard to stay connected when stress feels like abandonment—when every raised voice or silent moment feels like you're being left behind.

Loving on the Edge: How to Stay Connected When Stress Feels Like Abandonment

For those living with Borderline Personality Disorder (BPD), love doesn’t always feel like comfort. Sometimes, it feels like pressure. Or fear. Or an overwhelming current that threatens to sweep them away just when they need something to hold on to. When someone with BPD is under stress, especially in intimate relationships, their nervous system becomes a battlefield of perceived abandonment and emotional reactivity. And even the gentlest touch or the kindest word can feel like too much—or not enough.


What Stress Feels Like in a Borderline Mind


Under stress, a person with BPD may experience heightened sensitivity, rapid mood shifts, and an intense fear that they are being left behind or rejected. Their inner world becomes flooded with emotion—hurt, shame, confusion—and even loving partners can seem distant or dangerous. They may lash out, shut down, cling too tightly, or push people away before they can be hurt. The emotional volume is turned all the way up, and rational thought becomes harder to access.


Imagine needing love the most precisely when you feel the least lovable.


This isn't manipulation. It's a survival response. The fear of abandonment that defines BPD becomes amplified by stress, leading to behaviors that may look angry, chaotic, or irrational—but are, at their core, desperate attempts to feel safe.



How to Love When You’re Underwater


If you live with BPD, learning to love while stressed isn’t about being perfect. It’s about building bridges between your emotional storms and the people who care about you. Here are a few ways to do that:


  • Name What You Feel, Even If It’s Messy“I feel like I’m being abandoned” is not a failure. It’s a starting point. Naming your emotions helps make sense of the chaos and invites connection.


  • Create Anchor RitualsShort grounding routines—like a daily check-in text, a short walk with your partner, or breathing together before bed—can help soothe the nervous system and remind you you’re not alone.


  • Use ‘Now’ LanguageStress and abandonment triggers often pull us into the past. Try saying, “Right now, I feel scared you’re pulling away,” rather than acting on old pain.


  • Have a Safe Word or SignalCreate a word or phrase that lets your partner know you’re overwhelmed and need time without rejection. This can reduce conflict and shame.


  • Seek Regulated SupportTherapy, DBT skills, or even self-soothing tools like cold water, movement, or journaling can help regulate emotional overload before it spills out.


For the Partner: Presence Over Perfection


If you love someone with BPD, remember: your steadiness matters more than your solutions. Be present, not perfect. When your partner is spiraling, ask questions gently: “How can I stay close without overwhelming you?” Boundaries and compassion can co-exist.



A Love That Learns


Loving with BPD under stress isn’t easy. But it’s not impossible. It’s a love that requires patience, self-awareness, and a whole lot of grace. It’s learning to pause when your brain says run, to reach when your heart says shut down.


Because love doesn’t need to be loud to be true—it just needs to stay.


Eye-Opening Question: What if the key to loving someone with BPD isn't to fix their fear—but to become someone it doesn’t have to fear?


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How Abandonment Issues Fuel the Push and Pull in Borderline Personality

  • Writer: Julie Barris | Crisis Counselor | Therapist-in-Training
    Julie Barris | Crisis Counselor | Therapist-in-Training
  • Apr 5

The push and pull dynamic in Borderline Personality Disorder often leads individuals to both desperately seek connection and fear it at the same time. This internal conflict can create a cycle where the person alternates between pushing others away and pulling them back in, struggling to find stability in their relationships.

How Abandonment Issues Fuel the Push and Pull in Borderline Personality

What if the root of our most challenging relationships lies in the deepest, unhealed parts of our childhood?


Borderline Personality Disorder (BPD) often brings with it a wave of complex emotional experiences. Among the most significant of these is the chronic fear of abandonment—a fear that can shape relationships in the most painful, unpredictable ways. For those struggling with BPD, the impact of abandonment in childhood isn't just a past hurt; it becomes a constant shadow that lingers over every connection, shaping how they relate to others, and often leaving them caught in a push-and-pull cycle.


The Roots of Abandonment in Childhood


At its core, BPD is rooted in emotional dysregulation, which is deeply intertwined with childhood experiences of instability, neglect, or abandonment. Imagine being a child who, at a time when love and safety are vital, is left to fend emotionally for themselves. This lack of secure attachment can lead to a deep internal wound—one that screams for connection but fears it at the same time. The child grows up not knowing how to trust others or how to allow themselves to be loved fully.



For individuals with BPD, the fear of abandonment doesn’t just exist in the back of their minds—it is front and center in their lives. The thought of being rejected or left alone can be so overwhelming that it triggers extreme reactions. When they sense even the smallest distance or perceived neglect in a relationship, they may push people away in a desperate attempt to avoid being hurt. On the flip side, when they feel abandoned or rejected, they may cling desperately, creating a paradox of wanting closeness but fearing it at the same time.


The Push and Pull: Why Can't I Let Go?


For someone with BPD, relationships can feel like a rollercoaster—full of intense highs and devastating lows. One moment, they may feel deeply connected to someone, and the next, a perceived slight can cause them to withdraw or lash out. This “push and pull” dynamic is the result of the intense emotional extremes they experience.


At the heart of it all is an internal battle: the desire for closeness and connection, combined with an overwhelming fear of abandonment. It’s a vicious cycle where love is both something to crave and something to fear. A person with BPD might push others away to avoid the pain of potential rejection, only to feel the loneliness of that very action and pull people back in, only to repeat the cycle.


This pattern isn’t just difficult for the person with BPD, but also for their loved ones who struggle to understand the emotional intensity and inconsistency. They might feel confused or helpless when their partner or friend pulls away, only to later demand all of their attention and reassurance. The back-and-forth nature of these relationships can often feel emotionally draining for both parties involved.


Healing the Wounds of Abandonment


Healing from the emotional wounds caused by abandonment is complex but possible. Therapy, particularly Dialectical Behavior Therapy (DBT), has proven to be one of the most effective treatments for people with BPD. DBT helps individuals develop emotional regulation skills, allowing them to recognize and manage their intense feelings, while also teaching strategies for building healthy, trusting relationships.



Another important aspect of healing involves self-compassion. For many with BPD, the inner critic can be just as harsh as the external fears of abandonment. Learning to accept and care for oneself—without relying on others to fill that emotional void—is key to breaking free from the cycle of abandonment fear.


Support groups can also be instrumental in the healing process, allowing individuals to share their experiences with others who truly understand the pain of living with BPD. In these spaces, the person with BPD can find validation, reassurance, and a sense of belonging, helping them to combat the loneliness and isolation that often accompany their disorder.


Moving Forward: What Does True Connection Look Like?


It’s important to remember that while BPD is deeply rooted in childhood trauma, it does not have to define one’s future. With proper treatment, emotional growth, and a supportive network, individuals with BPD can develop healthier, more stable relationships and begin to rebuild their sense of self-worth.


If you or someone you love struggles with abandonment fears and relationship instability, it’s crucial to recognize that healing is possible. The journey may be long, but it’s worth it for the possibility of lasting connection and peace.


Are we ready to break the cycle of fear and embrace the realness of love, trust, and connection?


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Building Bridges, Not Walls: How to Use DBT to Strengthen Your Relationship

  • Writer: Julie Barris | Crisis Counselor | Therapist-in-Training
    Julie Barris | Crisis Counselor | Therapist-in-Training
  • Dec 31, 2024

By using DBT to strengthen your relationship, you can improve communication, manage intense emotions, and create a deeper, more compassionate connection with your partner.

Building Bridges, Not Walls: How to Use DBT to Strengthen Your Relationship

In any relationship, emotions run deep, and when conflict arises, they can either bring you closer or drive you further apart. If one partner struggles with emotional regulation, such as someone dealing with Borderline Personality Disorder (BPD), these emotions can feel overwhelming and hard to manage. But what if there were tools that could help you navigate these turbulent waters together, building understanding and resilience along the way?


Enter Dialectical Behavior Therapy (DBT)—a therapeutic approach originally developed to help people with BPD manage intense emotions, improve interpersonal skills, and enhance emotional regulation. While DBT is often used individually in therapy, its principles can also be incredibly beneficial for couples who are looking to improve their communication and connection.


What is DBT?


DBT was developed by Dr. Marsha Linehan in the 1980s to help people with BPD regulate their emotions and improve their relationships. At its core, DBT combines cognitive-behavioral therapy (CBT) with mindfulness and acceptance practices. It focuses on balancing acceptance and change, teaching individuals how to manage overwhelming emotions without resorting to destructive behaviors like self-harm, substance abuse, or angry outbursts.


For couples, DBT offers practical strategies to navigate emotional intensity, reduce conflict, and increase empathy and understanding. While originally designed for individuals, many of DBT’s core concepts can be applied directly to relational dynamics.


Key DBT Skills for Couples:


  1. Mindfulness: Staying Present During Conflict Mindfulness is about being fully present in the moment—without judgment. In a relationship, when emotions run high, it’s easy to get lost in old patterns of thinking, reacting, and defending. However, by practicing mindfulness, both partners can create space between the feeling and the reaction.


    How to Use It: During a disagreement, take a moment to pause and check in with yourself. Focus on your breath, notice what you’re feeling, and try to observe the situation without immediately jumping into defense mode. This can help both of you slow down the conversation and create space for more thoughtful responses.


    Why it Helps: Mindfulness helps break reactive patterns. By taking a step back before responding, both partners are more likely to respond in ways that are less defensive and more constructive.


  2. Distress Tolerance: Navigating High-Emotion Moments Distress tolerance skills teach you how to tolerate emotional pain without making the situation worse. In a relationship, especially when one partner struggles with intense emotions, distress tolerance can be crucial in managing situations before they escalate.


    How to Use It: When you feel overwhelmed or your partner’s emotions become intense, try to stay grounded in the present moment. Use self-soothing techniques such as deep breathing, counting to 10, or grounding exercises (e.g., focusing on the sensations of your feet on the floor or the feeling of your hands in your lap).


    Why it Helps: Distress tolerance enables you to avoid reactive behavior like yelling, shutting down, or withdrawing. It creates a healthier way of managing emotional discomfort, keeping the dialogue open instead of shutting it down.


  3. Emotional Regulation: Navigating Your Emotional Responses DBT teaches emotional regulation, which involves recognizing your emotions, understanding their triggers, and learning how to express them in healthy ways. This is particularly helpful when one partner experiences emotional extremes and the other partner feels unsure of how to respond.


    How to Use It: Instead of reacting impulsively, take a moment to understand what you’re feeling and why. You might say, “I’m feeling really frustrated right now because I don’t feel heard. Let’s take a break and come back to this later.” The key is to express your emotions constructively without blaming or attacking your partner.


    Why it Helps: Emotional regulation encourages both partners to take responsibility for their emotions rather than blaming each other. It creates space for both partners to express themselves without the risk of emotional overload or miscommunication.


  4. Interpersonal Effectiveness: Communicating Needs and Boundaries One of DBT’s most valuable tools for couples is interpersonal effectiveness—the ability to assertively express needs, set healthy boundaries, and maintain self-respect without harming the relationship.


    How to Use It: When you need something from your partner, use the DEAR MAN technique (Describe, Express, Assert, Reinforce, Stay Mindful, Appear Confident, Negotiate). For example, “I need you to listen to me without interrupting when I’m upset (Describe). I feel ignored and frustrated when you don’t listen to me (Express). I’m asking you to listen for just five minutes before responding (Assert). It would help me feel understood (Reinforce).”


    Why it Helps: Interpersonal effectiveness skills allow both partners to communicate clearly and respectfully, reducing misunderstandings and conflicts. It also strengthens the relationship by ensuring that each person feels seen and valued.


  5. Validation: Acknowledging and Accepting Emotions Validation is a cornerstone of DBT. It’s the practice of acknowledging and accepting your partner’s feelings—whether or not you agree with them. For couples dealing with emotional dysregulation, validation can help soothe feelings of hurt or frustration.


    How to Use It: When your partner expresses their emotions, try to say things like, “I can see that this situation is really upsetting for you” or “I understand that you’re feeling hurt right now.” This simple act of validation can prevent escalation and help your partner feel seen and supported.


    Why it Helps: Validation fosters emotional safety, making it easier for both partners to share their feelings without fear of judgment. When each person feels validated, it becomes easier to navigate conflict and strengthen emotional intimacy.


How DBT Transforms Your Relationship:


When you introduce DBT skills into your relationship, you’re not just learning tools to fight less—you’re learning how to love more. DBT emphasizes creating a balance between acceptance and change, both of which are essential for a healthy relationship. The acceptance aspect helps both partners feel understood and respected for who they are, while the change aspect empowers both individuals to grow and adapt together.


By practicing DBT, you’ll learn how to communicate more effectively, manage emotions better, and foster a deeper emotional connection. These skills help you become more resilient as a couple, even during difficult times, allowing you to face challenges without resorting to destructive patterns.


Final Thoughts: A Journey Toward Healing


Using DBT in your relationship is not a quick fix—it’s a journey. But with commitment, patience, and practice, both you and your partner can create a stronger, more empathetic connection. The tools of DBT don’t just help manage conflict—they nurture trust, foster understanding, and deepen emotional intimacy.


Eye-Opening Question: How might your relationship change if both you and your partner were able to communicate your feelings with greater understanding and compassion? And what small step can you take today to start that journey?


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