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Hijacked: When Emotion Overtakes the Rational Mind

Julie Barris | Crisis Counselor | Therapist-in-Training
Feb 25

In moments of stress or perceived threat, emotion overtakes the rational mind, pushing us to react before we’ve had time to think. When that happens, our responses are driven by urgency rather than intention, often leaving us wishing we had paused.

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Hijacked: When Emotion Overtakes the Rational Mind

It happens in seconds. A comment lands the wrong way. An email feels loaded with criticism. A partner’s tone shifts just slightly. Suddenly your body is on high alert. Your heart pounds, your stomach tightens, and your thoughts accelerate. Before you can slow yourself down, you’ve said something cutting, withdrawn completely, or pressed “send” on a message you instantly regret.

Later, when calm returns, you replay the moment in disbelief. Why did I react like that? That’s not who I am. But it is you — just a version of you whose emotional brain took control before your rational mind had a chance to respond.

The Brain’s Power Struggle

Inside your brain, two systems are constantly interacting. The amygdala acts as an emotional alarm system, scanning your environment for danger. The prefrontal cortex, located just behind your forehead, handles reasoning, impulse control, and thoughtful decision-making. When you feel safe and steady, these systems collaborate. Emotion informs you, and reason guides you.

But when something feels threatening — whether it’s rejection, embarrassment, criticism, or uncertainty — the amygdala can override the prefrontal cortex in milliseconds. Psychologist Daniel Goleman described this phenomenon as an “amygdala hijack.” In those moments, survival instincts outrun logic, and emotion temporarily takes the wheel.

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Why the Brain Chooses Emotion First

From an evolutionary perspective, this system makes perfect sense. Early humans did not survive by carefully analyzing danger. They survived by reacting quickly. If a predator appeared, there was no time for thoughtful debate — the body had to move immediately.

Although modern life rarely involves physical predators, the brain still reacts intensely to social and psychological threats. A tense conversation, a critical remark, or the fear of being excluded can trigger the same biological alarm system. To your nervous system, social rejection can register as a serious threat. The brain does not always distinguish between a wounded ego and a life-threatening event. It simply responds to perceived danger.

What Emotional Hijacking Feels Like

An emotional hijack is not just a mental experience — it is deeply physical. Your breathing becomes shallow. Your pulse quickens. Your muscles tighten. Your focus narrows, often to the point where alternative perspectives seem invisible.

In that state, you might become defensive, sarcastic, withdrawn, or impulsive. Words spill out faster than reflection. Or you might shut down completely, unable to access what you want to say. Only after the nervous system settles does your rational mind fully re-engage. That’s when clarity — and often regret — sets in.

This pattern can feel confusing. You know you are capable of responding differently. And you are. But only when your brain feels safe enough to think clearly.

The Cost of Living in Reaction Mode

When emotional hijacks become frequent, they can strain relationships and erode self-trust. Partners may begin to anticipate conflict. Colleagues may experience you as reactive. Internally, you may start to label yourself as “too emotional” or “bad under pressure.”

Yet emotion itself is not the problem. Emotion carries valuable information. It signals what matters to you, what feels unjust, what triggers fear, and where your boundaries lie. The issue arises when emotion moves faster than awareness, leaving no room for thoughtful response.

Without intervention, repeated reactivity can create cycles of shame and self-criticism, which ironically increase emotional vulnerability rather than reduce it.

Reclaiming the Rational Brain

Research on emotion regulation, including work by James Gross, suggests that small pauses can dramatically shift outcomes. Slowing your breathing, stepping away briefly, or labeling the emotion you’re experiencing can reduce amygdala activation and bring the prefrontal cortex back online.

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Even something as simple as saying to yourself, “I’m feeling embarrassed,” or “I’m feeling threatened,” creates psychological distance. That distance interrupts the automatic reaction. And in that pause, choice becomes possible.

The goal is not to suppress emotion. Suppression often intensifies it beneath the surface. The goal is integration — allowing emotion to inform you without overpowering you.

Emotion as Information, Not Instruction

Emotion is data. It is your brain’s first draft, not the final decision. Anger may signal that a boundary feels crossed. Anxiety may indicate uncertainty or fear of loss. Sadness may reveal something deeply valued.

But feelings are not commands. Just because you feel anger does not mean you must attack. Just because you feel fear does not mean you must retreat. When emotion and reason work together, responses become aligned with your values rather than driven by urgency.

This integration is not about perfection. It is about awareness and practice.

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The Question That Changes Everything

If your strongest reactions are your brain’s attempt to protect you, what might shift in your relationships, your work, and your sense of self if you learned to pause long enough for your rational mind to sit beside your emotions — instead of being overtaken by them?

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Caught in the Storm: Understanding and Managing Abandonment Fears and Anger in Borderline Personality Disorder

Julie Barris | Crisis Counselor | Therapist-in-Training
Nov 20, 2024

Managing abandonment fears requires building emotional resilience and trust, allowing individuals to feel secure in their relationships. At the same time, managing anger involves acknowledging underlying emotions and learning healthy coping strategies to prevent destructive outbursts.

Caught in the Storm: Understanding and Managing Abandonment Fears and Anger in Borderline Personality Disorder

For individuals with Borderline Personality Disorder (BPD), emotional experiences often feel overwhelming, unpredictable, and intense. One of the most significant emotional struggles associated with BPD is the fear of abandonment, which can trigger explosive feelings of anger and result in challenging interactions with others—especially in close relationships. The experience of perceived rejection or distance can feel like an emotional storm, pulling someone with BPD into a whirlwind of anxiety, anger, and impulsive behavior.

The Roots of Abandonment Issues in BPD

Abandonment in the context of Borderline Personality Disorder is more than just a fear of being physically left alone—it’s a deep-seated emotional experience that often arises from a person’s past experiences of inconsistency, neglect, or trauma. Many people with BPD have experienced early childhood instability, where caregivers may have been emotionally unavailable, unpredictable, or even abusive. This leaves individuals with BPD with a fragile sense of self and a distorted view of relationships, often fearing that they are unworthy of love or that everyone they care about will eventually leave them.

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This fear of abandonment can surface in many ways—whether through clinginess, emotional outbursts, or testing boundaries. It can even be triggered by small, everyday occurrences. For example, if a partner is late coming home from work or doesn’t respond to a text right away, someone with BPD may feel as though their partner is pulling away or preparing to leave them, even if there is no real reason for concern.

Anger: The Defense Mechanism

Anger in BPD is often linked to the deep fear of abandonment and feelings of helplessness. The experience of perceived rejection or distance can feel like a direct attack on the person’s worth, prompting an outburst of anger as a defense mechanism. For someone with BPD, anger can feel like the only way to protect themselves from the emotional pain of abandonment.

This anger is often disproportionate to the situation and can manifest in ways that can feel hurtful or confusing to those on the receiving end. Mood swings, impulsive behavior, and verbal outbursts are common reactions when someone feels abandoned. In fact, the anger may not always be directed outward—it can also turn inward, creating cycles of self-loathing, guilt, and regret.

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Examples of Relationship Arguments

To better understand how abandonment issues and anger manifest in everyday situations, let’s take a look at a couple of examples.

Example 1: The Silent Treatment

Sophie has BPD and feels an overwhelming fear when her boyfriend Mike doesn’t text her back right away. She texts him multiple times, asking if everything’s okay. Mike, who has been busy at work, doesn’t immediately reply.

Sophie begins to feel rejected and anxious. Her mind races with thoughts like: “He’s ignoring me. He doesn’t care about me anymore. Maybe he’s already planning to leave me.” As the fear grows, Sophie sends another text, this time more urgent: “Why aren’t you answering me? Are you seeing someone else?”

Mike finally replies and says, “I was just at a meeting, Sophie. I’m sorry I didn’t text back sooner.” But by the time Mike responds, Sophie has already worked herself up into a rage, accusing him of not caring and throwing hurtful comments his way.

In this situation, Sophie’s fear of abandonment triggered her anger, even though Mike’s lack of response wasn’t intentional. Her reaction pushed Mike away, leading to a cycle of hurt and confusion in the relationship.

Example 2: The Fear of Distance

James and his partner Lily are in a committed relationship, but James has a history of BPD tendencies. One evening, Lily casually mentions that she wants some time to herself to unwind after a stressful day. For most people, this would be a normal request, but for James, it feels like rejection. He interprets Lily’s need for space as her pulling away, as if she’s preparing to abandon him.

In response, James becomes angry and demands to know why she doesn’t want to spend time with him. He accuses her of not loving him enough and lashing out with hurtful comments, even though Lily’s request for space was completely unrelated to him.

Lily, feeling blindsided by the intensity of James’s reaction, becomes defensive and withdraws, which only fuels James’s anger and fear of abandonment. He believes her withdrawal means she’s about to leave him, further spiraling his emotions.

In both of these examples, the emotional intensity and reactions are rooted in a deep fear of abandonment, compounded by a lack of emotional regulation. These patterns are not intentional but stem from a complex mix of fear, insecurity, and emotional dysregulation inherent in BPD.

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How to Manage Abandonment Fears and Anger in BPD

Managing abandonment issues and anger when you have BPD or borderline tendencies requires self-awareness, emotional regulation, and communication skills. Here are some practical strategies:

1. Recognize the Fear and Pause Before Reacting

When you feel a wave of anger or fear of abandonment coming on, the first step is to pause and reflect. Ask yourself: “Am I reacting to the present moment, or is my fear rooted in past experiences?” Often, these intense emotional reactions are tied to past wounds, and taking a step back can help you assess whether the situation is truly a threat or if it’s a distortion of reality.

2. Communicate Your Needs Clearly

It’s important to express your feelings and needs to your partner calmly and clearly. Instead of resorting to accusations or anger, try saying, “I feel anxious when I don’t hear from you, and I’m worried I might be abandoned.” This lets your partner know that your emotions are driven by fear, not malice, and invites them into the conversation to reassure you.

3. Practice Self-Regulation Techniques

Learning to manage your emotions is key to breaking the cycle of anger and fear. Mindfulness, deep breathing, and grounding techniques can help you manage overwhelming emotions in the moment. Dialectical Behavior Therapy (DBT) is a highly effective approach for individuals with BPD, teaching skills like emotional regulation, distress tolerance, and interpersonal effectiveness.

4. Challenge Negative Thoughts

When you begin to feel abandoned, take a moment to challenge the negative thoughts running through your mind. Ask yourself, “Is there concrete evidence that this person is abandoning me, or is this just my fear talking?” Reframing your thoughts can help reduce the intensity of your emotional reaction.

5. Seek Professional Help

If you struggle with BPD, therapy can be incredibly beneficial. DBT is specifically designed to help individuals manage emotional dysregulation, and it provides tools to navigate relationships more effectively. A therapist can also help you address past trauma that may be fueling abandonment fears.

Conclusion: Embracing Healing and Self-Compassion

Living with Borderline Personality Disorder is challenging, especially when it comes to managing abandonment fears and anger. However, with the right strategies, self-awareness, and therapy, it’s possible to break free from the emotional storm and build healthier, more stable relationships.

Remember, it’s okay to experience fear and anger—it’s how you handle those emotions that determines your emotional health and relationship success. By learning to regulate emotions, communicate effectively, and seek support, you can navigate abandonment fears and anger in a way that leads to growth, healing, and a more fulfilling life.