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From Resentment to Reconnection: Rebuilding Trust and Intimacy After Baby’s Arrival

Julie Barris | Crisis Counselor | Therapist-in-Training
Feb 14

Rebuilding trust and intimacy after baby’s arrival requires open communication, mutual support, and a shared commitment to reconnecting as partners. With patience and effort, couples can transform the challenges of parenthood into an opportunity for deeper trust and a more intimate relationship.

From Resentment to Reconnection: Rebuilding Trust and Intimacy After Baby’s Arrival

The arrival of a child is one of life’s most joyful milestones, but for many couples, it’s also a time of immense stress and strain. New parents often find themselves overwhelmed by sleepless nights, mounting responsibilities, and shifting roles within the relationship. It's easy for resentment to build up, particularly if one partner feels unsupported or overlooked. But how do you come back from these feelings of bitterness and rebuild a strong, trusting relationship?

Understanding the Roots of Resentment

Resentment doesn’t happen overnight; it builds up when we feel taken for granted, unsupported, or misunderstood. After having a baby, it's common for one partner to feel as though they are carrying a disproportionate amount of the load—whether it’s taking care of the baby, managing household chores, or handling emotional labor. If one partner is shouldering more responsibility than the other, they might feel resentful, particularly if they feel their efforts aren’t acknowledged.

On the other hand, the partner who feels less involved may also feel left out, disconnected, or frustrated. With so many new dynamics at play, resentment is almost inevitable. However, it’s essential to recognize that resentment is not the end of the story. Rather, it’s a signal that something needs attention—specifically, communication, empathy, and understanding.

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Open, Honest Communication: The First Step

The foundation for healing begins with open, honest communication. Both partners need to acknowledge the feelings of resentment without judgment. It’s important to give space for each other to express their feelings without interruption or defensiveness. Instead of blaming, focus on how you feel: “I feel overwhelmed when I handle the majority of the nighttime feedings,” rather than “You never help with the baby!” This subtle shift allows for a more productive, less confrontational discussion.

Creating an environment where both partners feel heard is crucial. Emotional vulnerability can be scary, especially if there has been hurt, but it’s through vulnerability that trust can be rebuilt. It’s important to actively listen and validate your partner’s emotions. Sometimes, just knowing that your partner understands your feelings can go a long way in healing resentment.

Rebuilding Trust and Mutual Support

After a baby arrives, the balance in a relationship shifts. What was once a shared partnership in daily life can become a series of individual tasks. Rebuilding trust comes down to actively working together as a team again. This means finding ways to reconnect, both emotionally and physically, and ensure both partners are supporting each other equally.

One way to begin rebuilding trust is to create a shared plan for tackling parenting responsibilities. Whether it’s taking turns for nighttime duties or setting aside regular time for date nights, intentional action can help restore a sense of fairness and shared responsibility. It’s also important to celebrate the small wins together—when one partner steps up, acknowledge it. Recognizing each other's efforts and expressing gratitude helps rebuild connection and trust.

Self-Care: Caring for You, Together

Self-care often takes a backseat when you have a baby, but it’s vital to carve out time for both partners. When parents are able to take care of their individual needs—whether through physical exercise, emotional support, or personal time—it becomes easier to show up for each other in the relationship. Encourage each other to take breaks, seek outside support, and prioritize your well-being. A healthy individual can contribute more to a healthy relationship.

While self-care is important, it’s also essential to reconnect as a couple. Marriage or partnerships often lose their romantic spark after having children. But it’s crucial to continue nurturing your bond through small gestures of affection, kindness, and quality time. Simple acts like a hug, a compliment, or a moment of shared laughter can remind you both why you fell in love in the first place.

Forgiveness: Letting Go of Past Grudges

Lastly, letting go of resentment requires forgiveness—both for yourself and for your partner. Forgiveness isn’t just about forgetting the past; it’s about releasing the hold it has on your present and future. By holding on to resentment, you are holding back the potential for growth and connection in your relationship. Both partners need to make a conscious decision to forgive, learn from the experience, and move forward.

Moving Forward Together

Rebuilding a relationship after resentment can feel daunting, but it’s possible with time, patience, and mutual commitment. The key lies in acknowledging each other's feelings, setting aside the blame, and finding new ways to connect and support each other. Having a child doesn’t need to tear you apart—it can, in fact, be an opportunity to build a deeper, more resilient partnership.

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The Power of Forgiveness: Why Letting Go Isn't Always the Answer

Julie Barris | Crisis Counselor | Therapist-in-Training
Nov 30, 2024

Letting go isn't always the answer when it comes to healing from deep emotional wounds; sometimes, it's about setting boundaries and protecting your peace instead. While forgiveness can be powerful, letting go isn't always the healthiest option, especially when it means accepting behavior that doesn't align with your well-being.

The Power of Forgiveness: Why Letting Go Isn't Always the Answer

Forgiveness is often touted as the ultimate way to heal emotional wounds, restore relationships, and free ourselves from the burden of resentment. It’s a common belief that in order to move forward in life, we must forgive those who have hurt us. In fact, many mental health experts suggest that forgiveness is essential for well-being, helping to reduce stress, lower blood pressure, and promote emotional resilience. But what if forgiveness doesn’t always work in your favor? What if, in some situations, forgiving someone isn’t the healthiest option?

While forgiveness can be incredibly freeing, it's not always a one-size-fits-all solution. There are instances where forgiving someone might not lead to healing or personal growth—and in some cases, it may even be harmful.

The Benefits of Forgiveness

First, let’s acknowledge that forgiveness can indeed be beneficial for mental health. When we forgive, we release the grip that past hurt has on us. Forgiveness can:

Relieve emotional pain: Letting go of anger and resentment can reduce emotional stress and free us from carrying around the weight of grudges.
Improve relationships: Forgiving someone can restore connections and create space for healing in relationships, whether with friends, family, or colleagues.
Promote emotional resilience: Forgiveness can allow us to develop a sense of personal strength and emotional control, helping us cope better with future conflicts.

Forgiveness is about reclaiming your peace. It allows you to stop letting others’ actions control your emotions, empowering you to move forward without feeling emotionally stuck.

When Forgiveness Might Not Be the Answer

While forgiveness has its benefits, it is not always the most helpful or necessary choice. Here are a few examples of situations where forgiveness might not be the best route:

1. When Forgiveness Means Minimizing the Hurt

In some cases, forgiving someone without addressing the harm they caused can inadvertently minimize your feelings or the seriousness of the wrongdoing. Forgiveness should not come at the expense of acknowledging the pain or damage caused. For example, if someone has betrayed your trust or hurt you deeply, simply forgiving them without discussing the impact of their actions might send the message that their behavior was acceptable.

In such cases, forgiveness could feel like a way to avoid conflict, rather than a genuine path to healing. Instead of rushing to forgive, it's crucial to process your emotions, establish boundaries, and reflect on whether reconciliation with the person is truly in your best interest.

2. When Forgiveness Enables Harmful Behavior

Forgiving someone who continues to harm you or others can perpetuate cycles of abuse, manipulation, or mistreatment. In abusive or toxic relationships, forgiving without addressing the harmful behavior can enable the cycle to continue, leaving you vulnerable to further hurt. In these situations, forgiveness is not a sign of strength—it’s a way of accepting the unacceptable.

For example, forgiving an abusive partner may lead to feelings of guilt or the belief that you're responsible for their actions, even though their behavior is not your fault. Sometimes, the healthiest response to harmful behavior is to set boundaries and walk away, rather than offering forgiveness. Protecting your mental health and emotional safety should always come first.

3. When You Haven’t Processed the Pain

Forgiveness can be an important step toward healing, but it can’t happen overnight. If you haven’t fully processed your feelings or if you’re still in the midst of emotional turmoil, forgiveness may feel impossible—and that’s okay. Forcing yourself to forgive when you're not ready can lead to unresolved emotions and added pressure to “move on” too quickly.

Sometimes, the best way to heal is to allow yourself to feel the full range of emotions and take your time. Therapy, journaling, or other healing practices may help you better understand your pain and give you the tools to eventually forgive—or decide that forgiveness isn’t necessary for your well-being.

4. When Forgiveness is Based on External Pressure

Many people feel societal or familial pressure to forgive—whether it’s from well-meaning friends, religious teachings, or cultural norms. This external pressure can create feelings of guilt, shame, or inadequacy if you’re unable to forgive. It’s important to recognize that forgiveness is a personal choice, and no one should dictate when or how you should forgive.

If you're forgiving someone simply to please others or avoid conflict, you're not honoring your own emotional needs. True forgiveness comes from within and is only effective when it aligns with your personal healing process.

Alternatives to Forgiveness: Finding Peace Without Letting Go

So if forgiveness isn’t always the answer, what can you do instead to heal and move forward? Here are some alternative approaches to finding peace:

1. Setting Healthy Boundaries

In some cases, you might choose not to forgive someone because it would be harmful to your well-being. Setting strong boundaries can protect you from future harm and allow you to heal without the need for forgiveness. You can distance yourself from toxic relationships, choose not to engage with people who have hurt you, and still prioritize your mental health.

2. Acceptance Without Forgiveness

Sometimes, acceptance can be just as powerful as forgiveness. You may not be able to forgive someone for their actions, but you can accept that the past happened, and that you can’t change it. By accepting the reality of the situation, you allow yourself to release the emotional weight of anger or resentment, without needing to forgive the person.

3. Self-Compassion

Instead of focusing on the other person’s actions, focus on your own healing process. Practice self-compassion by being kind to yourself, acknowledging the pain you’ve experienced, and recognizing your own strength. Self-care practices like mindfulness, exercise, and talking to a therapist can help you process difficult emotions and create space for healing.

4. Letting Go of the Need for Revenge

Forgiveness often requires letting go of the desire for revenge or retribution. If forgiveness is too difficult, consider focusing on letting go of the need for the other person to “pay” for their actions. This doesn't mean excusing their behavior, but it does mean freeing yourself from the mental burden of wanting justice.

Conclusion: It’s Okay Not to Forgive—But It’s Not Okay to Stay Stuck

Forgiveness is a powerful tool for healing, but it’s not the only path to emotional freedom. If you’re struggling to forgive someone, it’s important to remember that your healing journey is personal. While forgiveness can be beneficial, it’s not always necessary or possible right away—and that's perfectly okay.

The key to emotional well-being is not forcing yourself to forgive, but to find the path that allows you to heal and move forward. Whether that’s through setting boundaries, practicing self-compassion, or learning to accept your past, the most important thing is that you prioritize your mental health and give yourself permission to heal at your own pace.

Healing doesn’t have to come from forgiveness; it can come from the power of self-care, self-respect, and personal growth. And that, in itself, is more than enough.

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